Xiao Wei,thanks for cheering up my day with the autographed energy cd with my name written on it u brought from tw...thanks...
MY NAME IS AH DI WRITE ONE...THE HEART BSIDE IT ALSO...
*~ S!@nGz~* wishhed*
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
2nd day of work@ kbp...still,it didnt turn out to be gd as well...i can already feel the stress im facing...from the sales n so on...wasnt in the mood to complete my tasks as well..when its 7pm i just feel like walking out of the place fast...i just wanna get home and dun wan to stay there..
These 2 days ive been crying as well...cos only my 2nd day there..a lot of things which i dunno but kenny just threw this whole load of work for me..some to be followed by the previous captains but they didnt follow..so bcome my problem is it?Today i nv even complete the work load that is needed for kenny's meeting tml..the previous captain did not do a gd handover and im still blur of many things..the stock everything..so ask me how to count??Can someone teach me???Im getting sick of all these...but not sure is bcos of the work load or bcos of the stress or bcos of the new environment...i feel like quitting!!!!
Though dada told me to put SC things aside to make it easier for myself to learn about the new outlet,but i realise tt its just too difficult not to think abt SC...cos SC is my one and only home in k box!I like the environment though its a bit old...when im there everything was smooth for the outlet as well as me...didnt know tt a phone call will ruin my work in k box...
Today i just went off quietly...actually got some things to ask kenny but he went out with adam and yong kwang for dunno how long...so i just lost my patience...i knew he would call me..for the work to be handed up tml n maybe he discover abt the locker thing (i spoil a locker today)...but i choose not to pick up....im tired of all these work n now im off duty n u still wan to tok to me abt work???This transfer to kbp is really the most di chao of my work...
And i feel so odd one out..kenny seems to be telling the two ex captains all the things despite they r no longer at the outlet...i feel left out..this feeling is so strong and painful...just like the feeling i have when its han sheng and dalvin @ SC...
Im confused now...really...and the area manager heard tt he likes checking on the cctv on morning shift staff...i think im in danger also...cant do the illegal things i did at SC anymore..
Anyway....thanksto kwang kwang and xiao wei for visiting me at the outlet today...thanks for providing a listening ear...really thank u....and i wan to say tt though our batch of Sc staff is dispatched,i will still remember all the moments that we spend together slacking,singing,working together..i really appreciate tt and i miss u all!!!!!!
AND THE USELESS ME IS CRYING AGAIN...SOB...
Maybe its time to take a break again and plan carefully abt my future again....
*~ S!@nGz~* wishhed*
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Hey...didnt really wanted to write an entry but just feeling sad and wanted to find some way to 发泄 my emotions... Today just got a news that im going to transfer to k box plaza from next week onwards...to many pple..they may think that its a gd chance to learn new things and get to know more pple etc...BUT TO ME...ITS NOT... Actually there are actually a lot of things that I 放不下...cos ive been in suntec for 1 yr and 4 mths liao...more or less i feel a lot for the outlet and all my staffs...suntec have always been my 2nd home...cos i spend more than 1/2 day there everyday...and ive been there since my 1st working day when im a t.server until now whereby everyone calls my "Captain Siang Ping"..i've been thru all the ups and downs of SC outlet...really...seeing how its business is getting worse and worse after MS outlet is opened...seeing all the staffs changing pple... I also dont understand why but i really feel strongly for SC..i once told my fellow colleagues that no matter wat happens to SC,i will definitely stay here all the way until the day i quit the job...thats why i requested to stay at SC after my promotion to captain....i can even say that no one knows SC more than me... i swear~and i have put in all my efforts in trying to make SC a better environment for everyone... But I didnt expect this would happen to me one day..being part of k box management actually has a higher risk in getting transferred to different outlets...but all the while i am not affected...Actually ive heard from terence that there will be a shuffle in outlet in charge and captains for next wk..and he told me that i am not affected when he stepped into the outlet today and hes transferring to C8...but a phone call changed everything... Mr Billy actually called me and asked me where i lived..i told him yishun and he ask me which is the nearest outlet to my home..when he said that i already know y he ask me that so i remained silence..he then said k box plaza and i said ya quite near then he told me next wk onwards im going there....I WAS TOTALLY UNPREPARED... Later i also found out that not only the management is affected,even the cashier department is also affected.My cashier is leaving as well...everyone is leaving....alvin last day on mon, joe last day on 30th nov..me n joelynn also leaving..everyone is leaving...SC morning shift is dispatching...didnt even expect my last day at SC will be earlier than kwang kwang...hai~poor hui ping..shes the last one remaining..im afraid that she will quit...cos she once said if we are not here,she wont be here as well...but if she dun mind i was thinking of pulling her over to KBP with me.. Everything just happen so quickly...so time for hand overs,i dun even have the keys to KBP..how to open door?Who is in charge of the respective maintenances??Where are the stocks put?Where is the punch card room???I DONT KNOW ANYTHING~ To a lot of pple,this may seem to be a minor thing but to me its not..it is concerned with my happiness and motivation in continue working..sometimes really feel like giving up..but i still owe mum money...i cant leave yet... I ACTUALLY CRIED OVER THE PHONE JUST NOW WHEN TOKING TO DADA OVER THIS MATTER~REALISE THAT REALLY SOME THINGS ARE NOT CONTROLLED IN OUR HANDS.... JUST CANT CONTROL MY EMOTIONS..AM I USELESS????
*~ S!@nGz~* wishhed*
Saturday, November 18, 2006
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